Change Despair


Everything that I've done here

Into one in keeping with...

Some earned conviction, some stagnation,

Some change despair

Disappointment and odds

In a costume you can't take off

I leave it behind. I know that

This time I get in for free

Our latest rendition lame

Reincarnate, return the same

Still the best times are her now

Now that I'm bored, now that I'm numb

Done, I know this is wrong

Safe in that stance but incomplete

Leave it behind

I know that this time I get in for free

Some of it's habitual

sometimes the change is not enough

And in the lost empathy

memories of better days