Absolution

My Ruin

I wanna live in the pretty sun

but daylight just makes me numb

so I cover up my stars with velvet drapes that kill rockstars,

change my mood lick my wounds.

Trust will lead us to the truth

drown my self in misery

sleep with my enemy

destroyed my destiny

erase the memory...

of you,

open my self to reveal my wounds and I find the memory of you.

I wanna die on darkest night when there is none left to fight

fill my bed with leopard fur

think of you inside of her

for my latest sin until I'm happy in my skin.

Open my self to reveal my wounds and I find the memory of you

I ache for you...

I ache for us, I pray for you...

I pray for us, I wait for you...

I wait deny thy lover and refure thy name first,

last and always, when will you tell me the truth?

When will you tell you the truth?

When will you tell me the truth?

When you will you tell you...

my revenge on you will not kill you it will make you want to kill your self.