Heartsick

My Ruin

Late night catechism speaks me to sleep

a lethal dose of narcissism conquers the beast

i can't remember how i got my last scar

the bible tells us jesus...

was a rockstar



a prayer under pressure

of violent anguish

a prayer under pressure

of violent anguish...



early mourning exorcisms keep me awake

seven stars surround me as i burn like a saint

i can't remember why my knees are so sore

the bible tells us mary...

was a whore



a prayer under pressure

of violent anguish

a prayer under pressure

of violent anguish...



there once was a girl and she suffered from sickness

mouth was distorted from razor sharp kisses

tried to pretend it was all in her mind

but i know her voice...when i hear mine

god are you listening? i hear you in my room

as hot as the moon on the tenth day of june

there's no sleeping for me, i'm loosing my faith

love is not safe in a world filled with hate



heart sick

i'm sick

still sick

my heart is sick