My double vision
Is only amplifyin′ everythin' he isn′t
Till I feel less attached and bored to death but listenIt's no one's fault, it′s just my terrible condition, hmm
And I′ve been thinkin'
If I move out this year, I′ll feel my parents slippin'
Away and also, I′m just scared of that commitment
I really think sometimes there's somethin′ that I'm missin', hmm
Oh, I know
Spiralin′ is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
Oh, I hope
I wake up invisible
I′d be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult
To name this feelin′
Would take a hundred thousand years, some kind of grievin'
But over what I never had, so I′ve been speakin'
To my therapist, I call her every weekend, hmm
I meant to tell you
How I′ve hated how we left things when it fell through
'Cause you were everythin' to me, where did you run to?
Was it somethin′ that I said that colored you blue? Hmm
Oh, I know
Spiralin′ is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
Oh, I hope
I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I′m just difficult, difficult
Difficult (I)
Difficult
I've been drinkin′
And stayin' up too late, relivin′ bad decisions
I thought eventually, my ranting here would fix it
I really think sometimes there's somethin' that I′m missin′ (hmm)
Oh, I know
Spiralin' is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
Oh, I hope
I wake up invisible
I′d be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
Oh, I know
Spiralin′ is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
Oh, I hope
I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I′m just difficult, difficult
