Check my pulse ... with a razor
feel it beat ... on the edge of a blade
cut my throat ... to spite my spirit
fear and pain and anger fade ... i'm not afraid
once i loved my fellow man
now i'm just disgusted
nothing goes the way i plan it
no one can be trusted
first they stole my innocence
then i sold my youth
nothing here makes any sense
no one ever tells the truth
you say stop ... but i'm already done
you say stay ... but i'm already gone
you say what? ... but i'm already fucked
you say wait! ... i ... self destruct
): reality is killing me :(
smash the phone ... nobody home
lock the door ... load the pistol
finger on the trigger ... pull it !!!
suck the bullet from the barrel
you say what? ... but i'm already fucked
you say wait! ... i ... self destruct
you say stop! ... but i'm already done
you say stay! ... but i'm already gone
take my life ...please
