Crossing the line, no turning back
Only going forward, my past fades into black
Nothing I do and nothing I say
Nothing left me this way
My life flashing right before my eyes
Everything I see, nothing surprises me
Me, what I see, what I can't be
I'm not free, I'm not me
(Chorus)
What I want (what I want) is not what I see
What I want (what I want) is not what I be
What I want (what I want) is why I'm not free
I think there's nothing left for me
(repeat)
If it isn't obvious now, it will be
I'm to end myself, the way it's to be
My last chance to say my goodbyes
My past and my future shrouded in lies
I was ignored right until the end
If I end myself, they might remember me then
I'm gonna face this, I won't hide
I can't put aside my though of suicide
(Chorus)
Everything I see, it was all in my past
I never went to school, never went to class
Can't do anymore, just lying in the grass
Everything I did just kicked me in the ass
(Instrumental with faint chorus)
(Chorus)
