I squeeze my eyes shut, I can't see
All this shit you've done to me
Forget what I have seen. To be
Fucked like I have been by you
By you
All these tears that roll down my face
Represent my lack of space
All the time that I have placed
In us, you have wasted on you
On you
(Bridge)
All the shit that I say to you
I hate you
All the shit that you do to me
I hate you
(Chorus)
I sit and I cry, my tears hurt me
The pain of my tears
I sit in my room on my own
The pain of my memories
Of you
Memories of you scream anger at me
It's all so loud, nothing to be
Left me on my own, not free
From your hate of my sun
My sun
Despair creeps in, takes hold of me
Life fades away, it's dark, can't see
What I was, what I'm to be
Mistakes, fucked up, my mind is gone
Is gone
Tendrils of hate, nowhere to go
For me, to leave, is there no go
Where I want, my pain is slow
Taking me over, I cry
I cry
(Bridge)
(Chorus)
I cry, I cry because of you, you
Make me hurt inside, by you
Kill my soul, kill my life, you
Fucked me up, my pain is you
Is you
(Bridge)
(Chorus)
(Chorus) fades out