Watching the clock, the seconds tick away
Watching my life fade right before my eyes
Watching you with him, my sadness turns to hate
Ever reaching for the soulless ally called desperation
Why can't you, why can't you understand?
The choices I have to make. Hooked on you
Like a drug, addicted like a junkie, no severance
Can't you see? Every time I see you
All I want is to be with you, forever
To be with you, speak to me, I love you
Suffering is all I do, forget, fuck this!
Why can't you see my tears? Are you
So blinded with him? That you can't see
I know there is something between both of you
No one can know, you don't know, he does know
I have tried to hint, did you get me? I
Bleed my life away, being shit on by everyone
Watching the life drain from eyes, see my strength
Ebb away slowly, what is so difficult?
About those three little words, I love you
(Chorus)
Armageddon, destruction, death
Life, hope, saviour, cry, tears
All just words, but what do they mean?
One tiny little ray of hope
Shut out by my depression
But it is because of you with him
Collision with the eternal truth, which is you
Or what you meant. But what you say
Is different from what you do or mean
Why you do not believe what I feel
Does time confuse you with all it says?
I won't be anything else, but still
I can't feel anything
