now that I am back out there
once more scared
misgivings haven't gone
inside this human race
no touch of grace
and still no place to go
I know it's up to me
to decide if this is real
but I'm walking and fro
always thinking about the ways I chose
welcome back yesterday ... not far away ... I'll keep an eye on you
tell me how could I forget all the angers I once had
should I start again ... to find the same ... that I once left behind
when tell me why should I forget all these dreams that I still have
another time ... another turn, I thought
but now I know that's wrong
this life will still remain the same
if I don't change a thing myself
suddenly so many doors are opening ... for me to try
I know it's up to me ...