Crushing Me

Stabbing Westward

I'm feeling the weight of the world



and it's crushing me



I'm feeling the weight of everyday life



and it's crushing me



how much more will it take



how much more until it breaks me



this world is crushing me




I'm feeling the hate of the world



and it's crushing me



I'm feeling the hate of everyday life



and it's crushing me




I've spent every moment since the day you left



attempting to regain the shattered remains of my pathetic life



working to be someone you can be proud of



someone you can love again




I have given you everything that I have to give



everything i'm able to give



taking into consideration your reluctance to accept anything I have to offer




I'm tired of living my life for you



I'm tired of living for everyone else in this world



I'm tired of...?




I swallow the hate, betrayal and lies



swallow it whole, shove it deep down inside of me



feeling the weight of the world, and it's crushing me




how much more will it take?



how much more until it breaks me?



this world is crushing me