Now I Feel Ya

Scarface

...It's a new day... ya know what I'm sayin'?




A new day brings a new problem to a brother



and all I gots ta say is thank god for my mother



cause without my mommy dear my life would've been joke



either locked up playin' dead and still slangin' dope but nope



The lord he had a plan for me



and with his help my mother made a man of me



didn't blindfold me to the world we was livin' in



taught me how to save my little dividends



so when I graduated I'd have a little school money



but in the sixth grade I wanted to be the school dummy



and flunked outta school with the flag pole



and left my mother dear at home with a sad soul



because my mother worked the fingers to the bone



cause we was alone, and me I bought a death home



My real pops he broke out with the style



so I respect my stepdad, for raisin' another nigga's child



So now we livin' comftable



taught me the game and how to be responsible



But back then I couldn't see it



I wanted to be a grown man at fourteen so the kid's leavin'



and ended up in a big fight



and told me not to come home until I got my shit right



So now I'm livin' in my grandma's home



my grandma's strong, she's got nine kids of her own



and keepin' me ain't no big deal



but now that I'm much older I see just how the shit feels



being kind-hearted, not wantin' to tell me no



even though my grandfather just had a stroke



and now the money's low



and pretty soon a brother's gonna have ta go



or either try to find a job so I can help out



I'm in the ghetto, I gots ta get myself out



and when I get out I gotta try to pave the way



so my family can have a better place to stay



I'm losin' all hope