Breathing Lessons

Meg Hutchinson

All the things I've called my own



Are in garbage bags in mom's garage, mildewing



All the places I've called home are changing



All left standing is a two man tent



As a symbol, of my fading independence



And a car, with insurance I can't pay for







We've all lost boats before



Attacked by pirates, shot down in war



If we're lucky, we lose a dingy



If it's bad the Titanic goes down







And a woman I know, she said take your time



Between the breathing out of the old and the breathing in...



And it's hard to swim, when life seems like a sinking ship



And the breakers are crashing, crashing in, and you need oxygen, oxygen, oxygen







Yesterday I got my degree



Now I'm educated, unemployed, and fancy free



In love with a way of living



That knows too much about soul, nothing about money







Sometimes I feel like I'm losing ground



Like I'm in quick sand, going down



I want to reach tomorrow on a non-stop flight



Want to pretend I'm in control, like I've got some long term plans for my life...







I wake up scared in the night,



Heart pounding in strange places



Dream of post industrial cities and of apathetic faces...







And a woman I know, she said take your time



Between the breathing out of the old and the breathing in...



And it's hard to swim, when life seems like a sinking ship



And the breakers are crashing, crashing in, and you need oxygen, oxygen, oxygen...