Embittered With Grief

Celestial Crown

Embittered with grief on my knees, amidst the bloody battle fields

I try to find a strength to overcome that pain inside of my heart

When you left us alone in our own blood

Without any help in abyss of the Hell to die...



Life! Was it justly for me?

My belief it's gone with you



Screams in the night were the last that I heard before my fall

Forgotten, forbidden, chocking and bleeding

For what that's all?



YOU HAD TO COME TO ME

WHEN I WAS FORSAKEN BY YOU?

YOU'VE STAYED WITH THEM INSTEAD OF ME

Tell! Could I chose when you gave me no choice

I had to flee

From Temple Of Yours and Your mad love in

A castle by sea

Where the shadows and silent silence were

With me

To teach me the past cause it keeps the answers

"How to live"



Time to tell you what I've learned for years

That passed on darkside with me, and tears

That streamed from my eyes and washed

The shores where I slept

Stricken with grief, were for You with hope

To be forgiven



WHAT DO YOU WANT

CREATURE OF EVIL?



I am in fall, salvation for those who are blind

With your love

Insanity on Earth I recant from you- God

To find me just think where I can be....



We still lie

On the fields of our blood

And nevermore the life can heal

Our wounds, the damaged souls

We're gone with winds

Singing so sweetly

As the spreading madness

Rules the human

And leads them to

Sacrifice....



[May 99]