A Wish

Celestial Crown

I try to imagine that you are here

But it's just delusion you were not here

Too many wounds you afflict upon me

Your love was nothing you will soon see



This is my lovelorn rhapsody is killing me

It is my depression of you and it's too killing me



I often see a flight of a lone dove

With his wings spread he flies in the sky above

As he I want to be free to fly away from you

But I have no wings my dream can't come true



So let me close my eyes for-good

Two dying roses you will see in blood

They will show you my way sky-high

And you will see why I still want to die



Why I still want to die...



I feel the sunset of my life

Too young to die

Still I feel my God

He often sighs

His tears fall on me from his sky

A wish to be with him

I wish to die-I wish to die



So let me close my eyes for-good

Two dying roses you will see in blood

They will show you my way sky-high

And you will see why I still want to die



To die with hope to leave this place

Never to see your laughable face

To die in the night never to see

A crying angel bleeding in me



A crying angel (My crying angel)

This is my suicidal angel killing me

Living in me!!!



[Spring 97]