Sidelove

Astrid S

Mm
Never wanna hit you first, been a week without a word
Yeah, it always turns out messy, someone gets hurt
Can't tell you how I feel, yeah, I know we had a deal
Not tryna mess it up but it just feels right

Takes me to his house but I can't stay over
Unbuttons my blouse, starts to play, "Controlla"
Just wanted a taste, now I can't stay sober
Trying not to feel

I'm sick of this sidelove
Sick of you fucking with my mind, love
Got me wishing you were my love
You wanna be with me but don't wanna be with me

Yeah, we said it from the start, got no room for broken hearts
You got to keep your feelings on ice, right
My power to the shields, be careful with your feels
And stay inside the bubble lie

Two AM, he's texting me, "Hey, come over"
I've already left and I'm in the Uber
Know it as my dress coming off my shoulders
It's getting hard to leave

I'm sick of this sidelove
Sick of you fucking with my mind, love
Got me wishing you were my love
You wanna be with me but don't wanna be with me
I'm sick of this sidelove
Sick of you fucking with my mind, love
Got me wishing you were my love
You wanna be with me but don't wanna be with me

No, it's just not
Like before
Not picking petals anymore
Mm

I'm sick of this sidelove
Sick of you fucking with my mind, love
Got me wishing you were my love
You wanna be with me but don't wanna be with me

I'm sick of this sidelove (ooh)
Sick of you fucking with my mind, love (ooh)
Got me wishing you were my love (ooh)
You wanna be with me but don't wanna be with me (ooh)

Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh