I′m in a getaway car, I left you at the motel bar
Yo, see I remember when dating was funMy heart would race for it like it was just taking a run
I been through several men, thinking that they each were the one
But they were all trash, they in the past, it's over it′s done
I still feel pain from them love games
Had to let go and take them pictures out the frame
You was lying like a leo, thought that you could've been tamed
Always looking out for you, wishing you would do the same
My wildest dreams turned to really bad blood
Was tired of feeling stuck like a car in some mud
I was still loyal to you, when my dms would flood
But your loyalty ain't work, guess that shit was a dud
I still wish that we never kissed
I know that feeling is just what you miss
You can lay there, you can reminisce
But I′m on to the next like Taylor Swift
It′s like I'm always in a getaway car
I get hopes real high, it could take me to mars
These corny n used to play with my head
I′m thinking love was gold, just to find out it was red
And I still see you lying in my bed
Never knew the thoughts that were racing through your head
You put me on like a cardigan, and you said I was your favorite
Now looking back at it, you was just faking
I remember crying all the time
And I remember falling for all your lies
I mean we never ever getting back together
You're a walking cloud, but with really bad weather
Never met your mother, guess that was too much pressure
N brought the worst out of me, and I needed way better
And I still don′t get when you didn't get it
I tried not to switch on you quick, sort of like a pivot
I mean it only lasted for a minute, shorter than a midget
And if that bitch feeling froggy tell him Zo said jump and ribbet
And I still wish we ain′t meet back then
The olive branch won't extend again
Forget about me is what I recommend
Cause I found my ken, met my Joe Alwyn
Remember when I pulled up and said get in the car?
And I would cancel my plans just in case you called
These dumb n never really even have a clue
I'm thinking love was gold, to later find it was blue
And I still remember getting drunk off Azul
Your emotions took over, I didn′t know what to do
And yes babe it really could′ve been true
But I was so foolish to think that the one was you
Babe, I'm really gone to miss you picking fights
And me falling for it, screaming that I′m right
But it was too hectic every other fucking night
Walking through a tunnel, but could never ever see the light
We would always fight, cause my tongue I couldn't bite
I thought you would′ve saved me with a stallion like a knight
It was always dark black, needed me some bright white
You was really Mr. Wrong, and I needed Mr. Right
It always leads to my hometown
Never ending cycle like a marry go round
I was such a clown, kept a pretty frown
New n now, and he really holds me down
And I remember venting to my cousin
Right before New Year's, around Christmas ′twas it
I know you're really sad, cause you really thought you was it
Shoutout to Nelle, cause she really fucking does it
Even on my worst day, did I deserve babe, all the hell you gave me?
Cause I loved you, I swear I loved you, til my dying day
Zoey
