Looking at my heart im so in love wasnt thinkin feelings fade
Theres not a lot that I put above gettin paid
But you might be the exception shordyCuz your love is like a trophy its so rewarding
And im not used to how you treat me
How i treat you most would leave me
Said im not fucking with these hoes but you dont believe me
And I know it look like I been moving on
But this life is something I dont wanna do alone
Even if you knew all my thoughts you wouldnt understand me
Got no glock in my pants but baby girl I pack heat
I never been about no shortcut but i took the backstreet
Trapping, Baggin grams of weed, powder in my pocket for the crack feins
And you already showed what it means to love me unconditionally
Even tho I ripped out your heart and tore it into pieces
You kno im the only one you feel complete with
And I feel bad, a little guilty for the things I did
You not ready but you almost was the mother to my kid
I cant love another chick you got a hold on my heart
Ive realized how much youve grown from the start
And its so beautiful to see, You might feel youve been deceived
My loyalty runnin deep for you, I cant change and I wont ever
I know theres a lot of pain that caused can I make it all better
Looking at my heart im so in love wasnt thinkin feelings fade
Theres not a lot that I put above gettin paid
But you might be the exception shordy
Cuz your love is like a trophy its so rewarding
And im not used to how you treat me
How i treat you most would leave me
Said im not fucking with these hoes but you dont believe me
And I know it look like I been moving on
But this life is something I dont wanna do alone
All night I been up thinking bout our love and are time together
Starring at my phone then I finally text her, I been missing you
All the love that you gave I miss used, I wanted shit to be perfect
So even the petty things I made a real issue and thats my fault ill admit
I wanna break off the tension and make you feel special again
I cant bare to watch all your tears keep on falling from long-side your face to your chin
The deeper im in the more I want out, You all im bout
Cant have distractions on this route
If you dont make me go harder im better by myself
When im witchu my anxiety fades, Been stabbed in my back I been lied in my face
I know youve been scarred in your past youve been played
When we together I lose track of the days
This feels like forever it cant be a phase
Map out my heart youll get lost in my maze
But she know how to calm a storm on a rainy day
Its really not that complicated least thats what you say
One minute I want you gone the next I beg you stay
Toxic love Im draggin you through the rain
I wish I knew better ways, but thatll come with my age yea
Looking at my heart im so in love wasnt thinkin feelings fade
Theres not a lot that I put above gettin paid
But you might be the exception shordy
Cuz your love is like a trophy its so rewarding
And im not used to how you treat me
How i treat you most would leave me
Said im not fucking with these hoes but you dont believe me
And I know it look like I been moving on
But this life is something I dont wanna do alone
