Reflections are hell bent on wearing me thin
The bags under my eyes carry the luggage from where I been
And I′m so sick of starting things over againI never really wanted to say this
I never wanted to embrace this
I found an old box so let's see what′s inside it
Fondness is weakness I think I should hide it
It's been decided, I wont try to fight it
Time can't be rewritten or be rewinded
Learning not earning, this life is a struggle
Desperately searching outside for rebuttals
Looking through tunnels while digging through rubble
Constant reminders of why to stay humble
It′s so exhausting searching for words to say
Hearing advice and I just can′t seem to relate
I'll blame the venom snakes left in my veins
Inspections directions are misguiding me
Everyday was always the same shit
So tired of always working the slave shift
Prevention of tension held inside of me
Flee the scene and go hit the pavement
Motivation from these brazen abrasions
Broken bones are poking holes they′re tearing through my skin
The open wound allow you to let the compounds sink in
Smoke and mirrors never been clearer wont happen again
Comrades caution avoid the loss and I just never listen
It's so exhausting searching for words to say
Hearing advice and I just can′t seem to relate
I'll blame the venom snakes left in my veins
You both deceived me. Believe me
I tried to put it all behind me and forget about it all
You grew complacent I been disgraced and I been lied to
You′ll find that treason's the reason for this all
I wont let my suffering be all for nothing
Falling in place to fall apart
Everyone now knows who you are
Fair weather friend won't amends
I never really wanna see you again
