Stuck inside of an abyss inside my head I want it over
Put the xannys in the mix I know it′s sad I can't be sober
But this just how I get my fix I don′t care what you told herTake a perky with the lean to paradise I'm closer
I just been stuck in the pain ya
Pour 7up with the pink ya
Don't care what you niggas think ya
I like xannys I like lean ya
When I popped my first bean ya
I was 15, mom said they′d make me less anxious but look at the drugs they prescribing me
I didn′t think I'd abuse them
I hate myself when I use them
You don′t understand all the pain I've been through now I′m stuck with the drugs I can't lose them
Ya I′ve been misunderstood
You see a kid that been up to no good
You've been blind didn't check under the hood
Really won′t stop but I know that I should
And I really hate myself for that
Watching the world around me fade to black
Wanna be normal can never go back
Cuz when I′m sober I'll have an attack... and I can′t live with that
Oo, I just been stuck in the pain ya
Pour 7up with the pink ya
Don't care what you niggas think ya
I like xannys I like lean ya
I just been stuck in the pain
Pour 7up with the pink
Don′t care what you niggas think
I need xannys and I need my lean
