Woke up this morning
Decided I wanna
Change the worldLast night was
Horny dreams and memories
Of me and her
She had da vision
But her legs divide too easy
So Phoenix where I left her
I was off for chasin cheddar
Ten months later got married
Military issued Beretta
Girls in Albuquerque
Still love me
Still got my sweater
Adjusted to the weather
Play the blues, toke a jay
Blue jays is laced
Im just in smoke
Like the Blue Jays
Pitch a verse that make you choke up
Toke before I pray
Stretch a dub for 22 days
Still haven′t ate today
I pray you can relate to me
Relate to fax like aspen
Relate the facts to masses
Lately lack compassion
How I cum and lack the passion
Cuz even if you love her
You imagine other asses
We met when we was damaged
Girl this shit was bound to happen
Still hate that I still love you
Leave it up to me to manage
This not for Jackie
So don't ask me
This for that birdie
Back in Phoenix
Hope you hear this
Hope you feel it
That feeling in your stomach
When you see me
On the come up
Treatin life like I got 1 ups
Double shot now I can feel it
The liquor made you hate me
Forever will you blame me
Call me crazy I been thinking
Bout you lately
Cuz when I seen you
In them bandages I panicked
He had you on that motorcycle
Flyin wit no paddin
Bleeding on the tar
Caused a body full of scars
That′s when he avatar
Left you when you needed most
I went to clean your wounds
Included your heart in that
Eluded my heart to rap
I'll never ask for it back
How can I pay it forward
Got the whole world on my back
Putting my life in these raps
I'm in war in my mind
But I been warning my mind
To not be worn in the mind
And mothafucka yo advice
If you alive you got vices
Problems that have caught up
To me never wanna go back
Got you runnin thru my mind
I feel I′m on a relapse
Smokin until I′m numb
And drinkin till I collapse
Losin my train of thought
Always got my head
In the tracks
I'm speedin in this 2 door
Puffin on this you know
I′m prayin that she don't
Know everything we on
Know my phone I decline
Yo call and I decline
She be up on 3 lines
Phetamines I been on, yea
This part of my life
Is called truth
And I am in a place
Where you lose
I′m insecure
And it's killing me
My girlfriend
Treated like enemy
My family tell me I′m absent
These melodies
Coming out passive
These remedies
Never the answer, fuck it
I smoke and I drink anything
Helpin me ease all the pain
Easy is never the route
To obtain
Gotta be strong in the rain
If you can't handle yourself
How can you manage
The fame
How did you manage
To change
Made em a promise
You'd never do that
I gotta grow in this life
Shorty is growing a life
Kiss on her belly
Cuz we not ready
So I gotta get down
With the get down
Gotta get a bag
Fo′ I get that crown
Gotta get me
Gotta fill my cup
Job and a whip and a crib
For mines
Think about days
And I can′t stand nights
Spillin my vices tryna get right
Spillin my vices tryna get right
Spillin my vices tryna get
