"and I'm sorry I had a fucking mental breakdown, how many times did you...could you be normal if someone disrespected your dead father every chance they got?"
All This (all this)...
I can't remember your face
All this (all this)...
No one can take your place
All this (all this)...
I can't remember your face
All this pain and animosity
[Monoxide]
It's not everyday I get to sit around and chat,
Sit down and think maybe even talk about,
that shit just drives me crazy, Fuckin' me up.
I'm outta luck like a slut with nobody to fuck,
Somebody talk to me, hear me out, lend me an ear,
Before I lose it on society and do it so Violently
Fearer of fear, hands sweaty, losin' my breath,
I'm sittin' with death, somebody sittin' on my chest
Best remedy's revenge on people who wouldn't listen
Cheeks glisten cuz I'm cryin', my vision is so violent
Didn't worry cuz I'm losin' it. Abusin' anybody that's
confusin this with lyin or me tryin to get attention,
Sention on my mind, all I think about is dyin
In spite of me livin' in Hell, breakin' me down
Outta touch with reality, fuck it I'm out,
Everybody in this motha fucka's hearin me now,
I don't wanna lose you, but I lost you!
I Can't Remember your face
Never gonna let go, never gonna back down
No One can take your place
Why did you leave? where did you go?
I don't know, why did you just go away
And Leave me here with all this pain and animosity?
[Anybody Killa]
I'm so lost without my loved ones
can't seem to let go.
Why do I keep breathin? Does God want me to die slow?
On the edge I stand lookin at the past on
wondering how long I'm allowed to carry on
so many left that was just too close.
At times I feel all alone and I just can't cope.
Why did they have to go? Why did they have to leave?
If it's not family then it's the homies from the streets.
My mind's set not to take that shit,
but I gotta stay strong for the sake of my kids.
(Hi daddy)
How close does the soul gotta get
to make you want to slit your wrist after they heart quits?
It's so hard to you lose in life
but even harder to recover
specially when memories start to smother
you can't run so just take that pain,
cause I'ma always gonna hold on to your name rememberin...
I don't wanna lose you, but I lost you!
I Can't Remember your face
Never gonna let go, never gonna back down
No One can take your place
Why did you leave? where did you go?
I don't know, why did you just go away
And Leave me here with all this pain and animosity?
[Madrox]
It's everyday that the anger seem's to be killing me off
It's kinda nice to have a chance to talk,
Or rather have you, listen to me,
You always listen to me no matter what
state of mind I appear to be visiting,
you were there for me
Even when I said I was outta my mind,
You were the one that said give it some time,
And I would find I could put the pieces back together again,
you were the one that trusted me til the end,
I can't pretend that I never had faith in you,
I was only afraid, I knew what was going on,
but didnt know what to say I was so young,
feeling like my soul was torn,
coming to grips with the fact you ain't comin home no more,
All this madness, and all this pain,
Made something break inside brain,
and all this hate, and all this time,
Made me realign my mind and I find that...
I don't wanna lose you, but I lost you!
I Can't Remember your face
Never gonna let go, never gonna back down
No One can take your place
Why did you leave? where did you go?
I don't know, why did you just go away
And Leave me here with all this pain and animosity?
I don't wanna lose you, but I lost you!
I Can't Remember your face
Never gonna let go, never gonna back down
No One can take your place
Why did you leave? where did you go?
I don't know, why did you just go away
And Leave me here with all this pain and animosity?
