leave me all alone
there ain't nobody callin on my telephone because i ripped that bitch ryte up outta da wall
i apologized to anyone who tryed to call
I haven't been myself lately
I been slowly lozin my mind and tellin um is greatly
i'm lookin hella shady haven't showered in weeks
I haven't washed my balls haven't brushed my teeth
All i see is demons everywhere that i look was it owigi the blackmajic worlock book
I can't remember
but how can my memories leave me
i can't believe
the spirits would try to receive me
but they did(did)
just like a lil kid
i was so eager the learn so willin to give
but all they did was hate me, and break me
use my body for the host and the mirror for the gateway
Somethins wrong with me
I can't be who I need to be
somethins wrong with me
will it last for eternity
somethins wrong with me
I can't be who I need to be
somethins wrong with me
will it last for eternity
please don't walk away I wan't you to hear what i gotta say
i never had anyone ever care for me, never had anyone there for me
If you would listen to me 'steada callin me names i would explain why i'm shakin and i'm goin insane
my mind is on vacation like a conversation
i'm like a radio with static on every station
still i want to know when i'll be normal again
you say its bullshit and tell me its all pretend
but if its false,
then why don't the demons just disappear and if its untrue why i'm i seein it crystal clear
because i do (do)
the mirror is turnin blue
and soul after soul keeps walkin ryte through
they livin in my house there livin inside my head, some sleep inside my closet some sleep unda my bed
I can't be who I need to be
Somethins wrong with me
I can't be who I need to be
somethins wrong with me
will it last for eternity
Somethins wrong with me
I can't be who I need to be
somethins wrong with me
will it last for eternity
All i wanted to be was a member of a family with unity
but the people that still luv ya stab ya straight in da back, or put a stick in the spokes and rip you offa da track
if it wasn't for monoxide or violent j that nigga jack, shaggy, 2-dope or place ya dead homie
i prolly would have givin up and callin it quit i prolly wouldn't be here prolly wouldn't be shit
i find myself lookin back in the glass and reminis all the time but the present is back
I'm feelin strange,i wonder if they could save me, i'm feelin cold i'm standin infront of the gateway
well here i am
i'm such a crazy man
i'm tryin to controol my life the best that i can
but the demons are around me try to stray me away I thank god that i'm standin ryte here today
Somethins wrong with me
I can't be who I need to be
somethins wrong with me
will it last for eternity
is it really my fault(i don't think just leave me alone)will it last for eternity? is it really my fault (i don't think just leave me alone) will it last for eternity? is it really my fault(i don't think just leave me alone)will it last for eternity? is it really my fault (i don't think just leave me alone) will it last for eternity?
Somethins wrong with me
I can't be who I need to be
somethins wrong with me
will it last for eternity
Somethins wrong with me
I can't be who I need to be
somethins wrong with me
will it last for eternity ternity ternity
