Dysphoria melts me when I get home
Try to loosen my shoes, she said, "Leave it alone"
But I tighten her words around my wristsLike I′ve only been hers, like I've only had this
Sittin′ by the river with the sky in her eyes
I always feel like a tourist, wanna know what it's like
I've been starin′ down the barrel of another life
Said I could′ve been a lawyer, we would've been fine then
Walkin′ around with my head down
I'm a worst case kid in a plague pit town
Standin′ at the stake, say I'm cool by myself
But I′m a liar in the end, I'm gonna need your help
And look at you, a killer with a jaw for news
I always feel like a tourist, only came here for you
I've been staring down the barrel of another life
You said I could′ve been your courage, we could′ve been, we could've been fine
We could′ve been fine
Could've been
All of the ways that it′s too late now
Wearin' your clothes as the clouds came down
Callin′ my friends, said "The witch is dead"
Cut through the park, try to catch my breath
Dysphoria melts me when I get home
Try to loosen my shoes, she said, "Leave it alone"
But I tighten her words around my wrists
Like I've only been hers and we could've been fine
