You don't really wanna be me
You don't really wanna the things I've seen
You don't even know the real thing
Wish I could erase the, the things I've seen
Think that I'm special, just know that I'm not
Learned how to be on my own, I forgot
What love's supposed to feel like
I'm supposed to feel like
When you're holding my hand, all I feel is this knot
Tied up inside like it's waiting to rot
I don't wanna be like
I don't wanna be like
An empty face on a screen
Caught up with what people think of me
A battered-up cash machine
Trapped here inside of my wildest dreams
And if I could escape my mind
Maybe for an hour, maybe I would find
A better place to rest my eyes, yeah
So I could feel alright
Right
Right
Right
Yeah, I never asked for it, I repeat
I never asked for it
And all my friends say nothing, they don't understand
How the hell they got me feeling like a thankless bitch? Yeah
Done with these people
I'm done with this moment
I'm done feeling guilty about the things I can't control
You must think that I'm so ungrateful, yeah
Think that I'm special, just know that I'm not
Learned how to be on my own, I forgot
What love's supposed to feel like
What I'm supposed to feel like
When you're holding my hand, all I feel is this knot
Tied up inside like it's waiting to rot
I don't wanna be like
I don't wanna be like
An empty face on a screen
Caught up with what people think of me
A battered-up cash machine
Trapped here inside of my wildest dreams
And if I could escape my mind
Maybe for an hour, maybe I would find
A better place to rest my eyes, yeah
So I could feel alright
Right
Right
Right
