This Is Not

The Benjamin Gate

I try to make myself fit inside your world

My time's been spent on being the right girl

How far away I am from where I need to be

I'm so tired of this useless fantasy



Oh this is not what I need to be

Oh this is not what you mean to me



I'm not losing hope I'm not laying blame

I know we both want love

We both feel the same

I'm moving forward to where I need to be

My life is spinning in this mystery



I tried to be so perfect