This is dedicated to my kids
Aliya Renée Yates and Dontez Antonio Yates
As I blaze the PM, I inhale with the scent of a million men
I exhale with dumping 17 up in the front I am
In the midst of a crisis, God knows all the sacrifces I made
Might have to heist to get paid despite
But can′t just the price that a nigga played bitch made
Niggas think they know me, they don't know me
They phony, funny but they don′t know
That I'm that ill type nigga that'll open that gut
Not much luck
I′m feeling stuck with a capital S
Hit the cess, killed the stress
Rotting away in the Midwest, I guess
They was right when they said I was such a psycho sight
Sick inside a slight
Deliver that makes me want to go Master P at night, right?
No more pain I complain and pray to God, and stuffs
It was unbearable until I tried Cocoa Puffs
That Chocolate Thai got me willin′ to fly up in the sky
But when I lose altitude that high
Makes me wanna just come down and die
Who's responsible for this madness, me?
Who′s responsible for this sudden strike of sadness, me?
I can see, I can look into your eyes
Smile and then to your surprise
I'll be yelling, "Die, nigga, die!" when all the bullets fly
Don′t know how much longer I'll be on this Earth
Because I′m the worst type of nigga on this here turf, so disperse
Living in misery, the worst, the worst, yeah
They keep trying to pull me under
But I been too long trying to make it over
The worst, the worst, yeah
After all that I been through
I just don't know what the hell to do
What it is? What it was and what it shall be? You tell me
Cause this nigga ain't living healthy
Bitches think I got money from here to Sri Lanka
So I′m thinking of killing you when I′m making love to you Bianca
Can't you see I ain′t you seeing what I mean?
I got plenty and mean streets my team tweaks
So my future seems bleak
Take a peak at me, I ain't happy she got me
Under child social services and shit for being a slacky pappy
My khakis are low sagging from illegal type little baggies
Pushing ten of them on top of the world like James Cagney
Feel that agony people nagging me
My raggedy life ain′t worth living, sick of my aunt and uncle dragging me
See me drink my life away
Smoking toking my life away
Tryin to put this trife away in the deepest darkest hide away
If I could fly today to the golden gates
I could get away from this place of hell and fakes, but it might be too late
What it gonna be? D-E-A-D
Another S-T-A-T-I-S-T-I-C, that's me
Puffin that stronger W-double E-D that hunger
Don′t know how much longer I'll be on this Earth
Cause I'm the worst type of nigga on this here turf, so disperse
Living in misery, the worst, the worst, yeah
They keep trying to pull me under
(They keep trying to pull me down)
But I been too long trying to make it over
(But I′ll make it through this time, yeah)
The worst, the worst, yeah
After all that I been through
I just don′t know what the hell to do
(Tell me what to do)
That's why I say F-A-H-Q if you ain′t crew
Some busters on my hit list betta hope it ain't you
My pockets thin, about to sin
I got to spend about like ten
To get that Henn, to make that blend
To make that fool come up out his ends
Devilish thoughts, hell is feelin′ kinda of crellish
God tell us what we got to do to make the motherfuckin' relish
Spell it out to me ′cause broke is embarrassin'
I'm psycho like Woody Harrelson
I can make a comparison
Like Aaron Yates, Norman Bates, perfect mates
Dippin′ up in Ollie Gates
Bitches yellin′, head is swellin'
Thinkin′ of goin' to hell and bakin′ with the beans
Got me fiend, murder for my green
Seems, I'm cursed not first
The last verse
I burst, into a blood thirst, but what is it worth?
No hearse, nobody′s turf
Fuck planet Earth, disperse
Because you're dealin' with the worst (the worst)
Living in misery, the worst, the worst, yeah
They keep trying to pull me under
(They keep trying to pull me down)
But I been too long trying to make it over
(But I′ll make it through this time, yeah)
The worst, the worst, yeah
After all that I been through
I just don′t know what the hell to do
(Tell me what to do)
The worst
I know that it can't get no worst
Yeah, yeah
The worst, the worst, yeah
After all that I been through
I just don′t know what the hell to do
(Tell me what to do)
