Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down
I cry for help but no one's around
Silently screaming I bang my head against the wall
It seems like no one cares at all
Always an emotion, but how can I explain
How can I explain
Kind of like the scent of a rose
With words I can't explain
The same with my pain
Caught up in emotion-Goes over my head
Goes over my head
Sometimes I got to think to myself is this life or death
Am I living or am I dead
The clock keeps ticking but nothing else seems to change
Problems never solved, just rearranged
And when I think about all the times that I've had
So few good-So many bad
I search for personality and I look for things I can not see
Love and peace flash through my mind
Pain and hate are all I find
Find no hope in nothing new
Never had a dream come true
Lies and hate and agony
Thru my eyes that's all I see
If I'm gonna cry
Will you wipe away my tears?
If I'm gonna die
Lord please take away my fear
Before I drown in sorrow
I just wanna say,
How will I laugh tommorow
If I can't even smile today
Today today--when I can't even smile today
Today today--when I can't even smile today
How will I laugh tommorow--when I can't even smile today
How will I laugh tommorow--when I can't even smile today
Thisnk Somethin's funny?
Why don'cha laugh at this..
So when I look outside my room,
I see the world but not the reasons,
What it's done to me is not fair.
You call it pain I call it treason.
But I know not what to do.
Give me a sign I'll take whatever,
But if you want me here I am.
Ain't gonna die forever.
And I try to hold ya,
But you just turned away.
And I tried to tell ya.
But not a word I say..
I could'a asked a lot less
But you just covered your ears.
I gave you all the signs,
But you ignored my tears.
So if you want me here