Fuck
Victim of a vicious cycleCondemned to repeat
The woods whisper damning lullabies
And carve it in my skin
I stood at the roots of time
And watched my sense of purpose fade
So I beg you, let me bear the light
Or let me dig my fucking grave
I wish I could take back the days
I wasted away to be left fading away
I wish I could take back my dreams
I wish I could take back my life
The day you departed remains
Reminds me of every pathetic mistake that I′ve made
An empty void I've become victim to
Emptiness
The forest wept
For all those nights where my dream was to see you smile
I′d trade it all for a day not spent in denial
Lay me to rest in that forest grove
Where I held your hand as the flowers bloom
As they bloom
I wish I could take back the days
I wasted away to be left fading away
I wish I could take back my dreams
I wish I could take back my life
The day you departed remains
Reminds me of every pathetic mistake that I've made
An empty void
This is a cataclysm
Cloaked in self destructive lust
As I stare at the trees
You haunt my fucking dreams
A shell of a man
Is all I've ever been
It is my time to fucking leave it all behind
Let me die