I was nowhere near
Ready when all it ended
So I hoped we could find a new dayCannot live without you
You gave me the chance
Time and again, in vain
Now my feelings for you
Every tear, every smile
Paid in full
Break the chain
But no longer can I take the pain
It′s hard for me to love myself right now
I've waited, hated
Blamed it all on you
Needed to be strong
Yet I was always too weak
So I can only blame myself
For this state we are in
I will take what you have
For me now, if it′s not too late
Did you change? I did too
Love can grow from the last grain
It's hard for me to love myself right now
I've waited, hated
Blamed it all on you
I need you less and less
Every day feeds this moral decay
Yet I have grown to love you even more
I fall back, and I turn another cheek
You mouth the words you′re not ready to speak
You′re scared of me now; no I never had a clue
That I'd become so much stronger than you
I will take - what you have
For me now, if it′s not too late
If you like, I will leave
I will not miss the last train again
It's hard for me to love myself right now
I′ve waited, hated
Blamed it all on you
It's hard for me to love your face right now
I′m waiting, hating
Needing being me
I need you less and less and
Every day leads us farther away
From that moment
It's hard for me to hate myself right now
Finally I'm understanding me
One day we may have a new "mes and yous"
But first I need to learn to love me too
