Truly
I′m happy
About all the thingsThat I have
And accepting of
Things that'll come
Towards my way
I′m way more
Than greatful
I sleep well
I eat well
Yet tasks
Still a plate full
More day after day
Till things almost overflow
Hydrogen bonds on the
Surface though
Drops throw cohesion
Away
Keep up the smiles
But after a while
I lower the dial
To show my true face
Vices and enemies
Kept equidistant
Insistent
Preventing
All things
So malicious
With People
And feelings
That prove so fictitious
Have few
That would
Go through the distance
I get it
I'm caught In the moments
Where I'd self rely
Make choices
Where I could survive
Because I had nothing
And yet built it
To Something
Production on high
So I know I could thrive
But as an aside
I think life
Fucking sucks
Anger swelling
I′ve made my own
Bedding
Rest peacefully
Meanwhile
My mind would erupt
Ima keep it
A buck
Blessed
Yet distressed
Emotional Kevlar
On vests
When life will take shots
At its best
Used to just
Taking my lumps
When down in the dumps
Cause I know
The good times
Will come next
But
Bitch I′m tired
I'm fatigued
Niggas vexed
Pets are peeved
Slaving towards
The things I need
But once I get them
Won′t be freed
Bitch I'm tired
I′m fatigued
Thoughts be racing
At Mach speed
Soldier through it
Yall know me
But will it change?
I'll wait and see
Living through
Cycle
After cycle
Trial
After trial
Brand new worry
Just to add on
To the pile
Repetitions wild
Feelings reconcile
Don′t drink potions
No promotion
Of the vials
Stop my toking
Put devotion
To the style
Put it to
The craft
Had to do the math
Put myself together
So that I
Can last
Sad
But still write
A niggas epitaph
Flow sick
Like cystic fibrous
Brought from psychosis
Thoughts go mitosis
Deep sighs
Yet Inclined
With my focus
Make each line
With free time
And I'm hoping
Fans can relate
And listeners
Resonate
Times they
Wish they could detonate
Boom
A beacon of light
When darkness ensues
Still feeding
While I get consumed
I guess
Making my moves
With few regrets
Still remaining cautious
While exploring options
Preparing on how
I choose my steps
I don't wanna regress
But I digress
I′ll do what I love
Till content
With the fruits
Of the labor
Invested
I don′t resent shit
But I feel constantly tested
The passing
And failing
Relentless
Bitch
I'm tired
I′m fatigued
Niggas vexed
Pets are peeved
Slaving towards
The things I need
But once I get them
Won't be freed
Bitch
I′m tired
I'm fatigued
Thoughts be racing
At Mach speed
Soldier through it
Yall know me
But will it change?
I′ll wait and see
