I let myself fall into a lie
I let walls come down.
I let myself smile and feel alive.
I let my walls come down.
no matter how I try I don't know why
you push me to far away.
You wrapped your hands tight around my heard
and squeazed it full of pain.
chorus: with this knife I'll cut out the part of me,
that part that cares for you.
with this knife I'll cut out the heart of me,
the heart that cares for you.
I can't believe the way you took me down
I never saw the pain.
coming in a million broken miles
like poison for my veins
(chorus)
the hate and the fear,
the nightmares that wake
me up in tears
the nightmares the hate...