Okay, I′m not in a rush, this year taught me a lot
What I had to go through, put me on the spot
These last five months God redeemedAnd I'm praying for the same thing in 2023
But January, oh January, new beginnings
Was a new year, new school, friends became distant
Escaped the other school, transferred to a new prison
But an inmate followed me there, guess she had a new mission
Oh February, shot by a Cupid, new connection
It′s not so bad, she's back in my life, now it's different
We was talking every day, felt like a blessing
And we was grown, but it got old and you became distant
Then March came along, connections tearing and stretching
You turned your back, I started feeling less of your presence
That made me sad, just being around made it more depressing
That made me think, maybe this is just another lesson
Oh April, new beginnings, graduated
She was at my graduation, things feeling mad persuasive
It′s a new beginning, I′m an adult, gotta embrace it
Gotta move on with the past, but I can't try to erase it
There′s room for forgiveness, we can't be more than friends
When we make amends and I let you back in, you just hurt me again
Something I don′t understand
Guess it's all a part of The Plan
Okay May, I done met someone new
Scrubbing at the tub, catching bucks, that′s what I do
And then June broke my heart, summer sun made me blue
June first broke my leg, I could barely even move
June lied the whole time, then we come around July
Could barely walk, didn't talk
Man, all I did was cry
Had trust issues beyond me, could I even trust life
But July was the month that I gave my life to Christ
God saved my life
Rearranged, he done changed- upgrade my life
Never the same when I felt His Love first sight
My friend invited me to church, and that saved my life
And that's August, going to church every week
And I was re-recording songs as the new real me
That′s why it took so long for me to feel real free
And now I′m free, indeed, now till infinity
I guess there is happy endings
Amen
