-----Lost In The Flames
No God can save you now
My God, I have no faith
I'm stuck in this fucked up place
(My son, I'm right here next to you)
I try to live and learn
But I still feel the burn
(My son, I'm here for you...)
I've spread my love and all my faith
I've done it all in seven days
I never thought it would be this way
And I'm still bleeding
So I fall down to pray
But I think I've lost my page
(My son, it's lost in the flames)
Lost in the hands of time
Hands of time take me away to where I want to be
Lead the way because I can't see the life in me
I was lost in the flames as I screamed
My God, I've failed again
I wait for your crushing hand
(My son, I'm afraid it's too late)
Is this for real?
Save me now
-----Synasthesia
Adrenaline pumping
I've got to do something
It's kind of like, some sort of "disease"
I feel like I'm fine
Slowly rotting my mind
I take the time in my life with ease
Burn...
This is what I've learned
To be
To see
The real me
All that's said is done
Good luck stopping me because I've got the power to go
Don't need you here
Don't need you now
Why do I need you anymore?
My life is a game
So get off of my back
No one's keeping the goddam score
-----Gravity
Here come my final ticks of time
Feel need to sweat but not to cry
Reflect upon my recent years
I have no regrets and I have no fears
I've always been a pretender
So how will I be remebered?
As I watch my life pass me by
I hold on to strands of time
No need for my insecurity
the universe is one with me
Soon we'll find a way
Past this blackened day
If what I hear is true
Then take me with you too
Now my eyes grow old and weak
Getting ready for eternal sleep
Here it is just seconds away
Who would have thought I'd die today
I have no fears
I have no lies
Ready to kiss my life goodbye
I've never been a pretender
This is how I'll be remembered
-----Inside My Head
Come into my territory and you'll feel my pain
Can't explain these violent feelings deep inside my brain
I'm just trying to think what I should do
I feel like lashing out all over you
In the end I hope you'll understand me too
These eyes
The fire
Get out of my head
The change
Unrest
Feel my eyes turn red
My thoughts
My words
Stay inside my head
Come into my territory and you can be my slave
Try to go through what I do and you wouldn't last a day
Quick to speak before I do and jump into the lead
Have it your way
Now you've done it
It's time to break the peace
Why can't we just sit back and let it be?
It's all the same to me
-----Still Life
For every time I have to listen to you scream
I'll break apart the image of you smiling back at me
Why does it have to be this way?
Don't expect me to stay
And it seems that all you've cared about is slowly washing away
And I've become just a stepping stone as all the memories fade
Yet I still let the guilt come over me
I'll still tell you lies until I die and wonder what is wrong with me
I think I know this feeling but it's never been so strong
You thought that I forgot about it but it can never feel too long
You take my life into your hands
You like to throw me down then watch me try to stand
I think I have this vision of what will soon be lost
I'm not afraid of you because I know that you are all talk
-----Phantoms
I'll find the strength within myself
I can't hide this fear that I keep inside
Strength
I feel the black wind blow
I'm breaking down but it don't show
My reflection is not looking back at me
Still I try to find a way
To make it through another day
But I'm not who I used to be
I'm a stranger to me
(I'm a stranger to myself, myself and no one else)
And then I find the strength within myself
(And you will never see the strength inside of me)
I wish I could run away
From this war I'm fighting every day
But I think I'll hide behind my mask
And I think if you could see
What goes on inside of me
You'll see that I'm not who I used to be
Give me the strength to pull my self up
Give me the strength so I won't fall down
I tear off my mask
Throw it down to the ground
I walk off again
And I'm never turning around
-----Incomplete Sanity
Barely alive I try to move
One more time and I'll run you through
For all the grief you've given me
I'll rise again for my will to be
Not even wanting to exist
Just to show you that I'll persist
This is not my fianl hour
It's the time of my greatest power
Die to spare your life
We're here to test our might
I beg my own mercy
We will battle incomplete sanity
I will turn yourself on you
My eyes control your every move
A war with me is a war with you
Scar the land we battle through
Blink an eye and lose it quick
Down to Hell is your final trip
Beaten down but what's the sense
Now broken through your last defense
Now begins our time
Let's resume our fight
-----Reflections
She walks alone on a shameful path
That leads to a lonely aftermath
Behind the illusion she tries to hide
Without the freedom to decide
She sits around and wastes her day
On words she'll never get to say
There must be another way
To live instead of this
You can't sleep and you can't dream
You're wide awake when you are fast asleep
You've wasted your entire life
So go ahead and live the lie
Your whole life is a lie
Lies
Maybe there is another life
With words that won't cut like a knife
No more image to defend
When the whole world comes to an end
She won't have to prepare
For those who wouldn't even dare
To talk or laugh or care
About the way she looks
