What I Loved

Shadow Man

I feel it chasing me around

I can't seem to shake it down

I can't seem to get rid of this feeling

That I've been turned around



I know it can't find me here

But there's still the feelings that I fear

I don't know when it comes for me

But all I know is what I see



I can't remember what I loved

About this place where I've been thrown

All I know is I want to be free

Of all that's been forever wrecking me



I feel it tracking me down the town

No matter where I run I can't escape

I feel it moving closer to me

I want to run away and scream



I run faster away from the light

Where I know it likes to stray

Block the darkness from my sight

And my life is forever strained



I can't remember what I loved

About this place where I've been thrown

All I know is I want to be free

Of all that's been forever wrecking me



What did I love

About this place

What did I like

About this face

What can I stand

In a world gone mad

Where what I loved

Doesn't live anymore



All I know is what is left

Is an empty shell of grief and despair

I want to leave this place

Where I have become all I've feared

All I've feared



What did I love

About this place

What did I like

About this face

What can I stand

In a world gone mad

Where what I loved

Doesn't live anymore



What did I love

What did I care

About this world

Where nothing's fair

What did I love

In this place

In this disgrace

In this sad erased part of space



What did I love

When what I loved

Is gone