Concious Of Sin

Shabazz The Disciple

Yo I was in the game



And when you dealing with all that death?



Sometimes spirits come back and haunt you




My life sometimes be haunted by my memories



Visions in my head show me diggin up my enemies



I hate to go to sleep because of the dread that's in my head



At times I find myself running from shadows of the dead



They try to pull me under and bury me alive



I wake up thinking it's over, a good thing I survived



They pull me back to sleep, and seperate my soul



from my body, and put my blood and flesh in a hole



Ahh dig it's worse, now the curse, caves my faith in



I rose from beneath the surface of the earth, as Satan



Inflicting people with war, drugs, diseases



Jumped up, go back to sleep, resurrected, ahh Jesus



Healing, the same motherfuckers I just inflicted



Spreading righteousness, the word of God, my mind is twisting



A holy war in the mental, I'm sort of brain dead



Spirits got me under pressure and they're fucking up my head



Now I lay, me down, to sleep



I pray the lord, my soul, to keep



And if I should die, before, I awake



I pray the lord, my soul to take



A priest, performed an exorcist when I was conceived at birth



The casting of the demon off the earth



Devils, worship me like a thesis



Nurses, rolled me in a room full of priests



Where they attempted to cleanse my soul from evil



With crosses, bibles, holy words, and needles



Redrum, voices, evil dead, they told me



I snatched the cross, jigged the priest in the head and left him holey



(damn) My spiritual circle is evil, priests they attacked it



They jumped all over my flesh and put me in a straightjacket



Strapped me to the bed the priest screamed as he bled



They tackled me and shackled me from my feet up to my head



(dang) Now I lay to rest no longer stressing my escape



I fall deep into a dream, I see those spirits and I awake



(mmmm) Now I lay, me down, to sleep



I pray the lord, my soul, to keep



And if I should die, before I awake



I pray the lord, my soul to take



Another time my mind dwelled on a spell



I heard the cries from the dead souls burning in hell



Visions of their flesh, drowning in the flood



Well under hallucinations I seen heads soaked in blood



(damn) I snapped back to reality, and asked for my bible



Opened it up, in hurried confusion reachin for survival



(mmmm) When all of a sudden, I'm overpowered by that curse



(dang) The psalms that I've read, made my visions worse



(mmmm, dang) Seen a therapist, told him spirits tried to bury me



Spilled what was on my mind when I was done HE needed therapy



He recommended a baptism, a sacrifice



My soul rose to heaven but was cast back down by Christ



(damn) In forms of thunder, rain hail, heavy winds



Not even the blood of Christ, could cleanse my Concious of Sin