Seems crazy cuz people be thinkin that I be changin, but its really them that be changin, yo
I remember the day, I first signed my record deal with ?? everythign was so good everyone was so proud
I was so very happy, still with my baby daddy
livin with my granny, but we was all family
its like wen the tour begin, thats wen the war begin..you would be flippin, rippin soon as im walkin in
and im so sleepy, could barely stay awake, you dont understand I been in the studio for six weeks
straight till 4 in the mornin tryina finish these songs
n all u wanna talk about is how many times u was callin
n im always lyin, its never the truth it never crossed ur mind that I couldve been in the booth
tryina hurry up n get back home to u, tryina get these cheues so we could get out the??
I wasnt thinkin bout no niggas, wasnt thinkin bout sex..tryina do this show so I could get this dough
all I was thinkin was I gott finish remy on the rocks n im not tryina flop so it gotta be hot
everybody on my back sayin hurry up n drop so im askin u, wut im suppose to do?
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listen y'all, I kno it seem like I be dissin y'all
im jus tryina reach my goals and remain focused but
aint shit changed, naw, im still the same
so wish me well
sometimes I might scream and yell
but even people with a fan base have bad days but
aint shit changed, for real, im still the same
you was the only child until I came
see we was ?? wild back in the days
I was scared to have a boyfriend cuz u would beat him up
we'd eat cereal together, watch cartoons wen we got up
so I couldnt believe that u flipped on me right in the streets for a bitch so weak that aint got shit but
a fucked up weave n
im your blood, your little sister, I started to cry sed it must be the liquor
see I almost died wen u took sides with her n jus left me there like I was nobody n u really aint care
sed u would die for me, how u aint gon ride for me, how u see me on the block and dont say hI to me
its all love now, n its all done now, but u never took the time to appologize to me
it may be hard to see, but it bothers me .. I kno you aint gon let nobody do no harm to me
but you cant be actin like you fathered me..so im askin u, wut im suppose to do?
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mommy u was the one that made me but u didnt raise me
u left me all alone I had to home my own
but now im all grown n far away from home
I kno you love me but u did me wrong
I guess it was all the drugs that you was on or the beatings u got from my foul step popps
remember the time his punk ass had his nerve to raise his hands to me bitch nigga blackin my eye
I was wishin he would die but now I wish him life
I kno he seein me blowin and its killin him slowly but what kills me is that u watched him hit me, so im
askin you, wut im suppose to do?
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