[Beat]
Yea welcome to my life (raydiation)
city of carson thats where I grew up (yea)
thats where I knew of (the view) thats all I knew of (yea)
in kindegarten until I got out of skoo I started to hang with the fools I went from here to bad news.
then ma sister started to blow up I saw the money just go up but I hardly saw her and my mother I used to
hang round the corner I felt like I was a loner but I got love for my homies
I started changin flirtin with gang bangin had the hook up on ol' skoo so everyday I was out hangin and
then I heard gun shots they aimin at my head and thats when the fun stopped cuz next I might be dead i
called my mama on the phone said this is your son I need some help im in a whole lot of trouble and cant
get through by myself they shot out a plane and flew me out no doubt I said goodbye to my friends then
disappeared in the clouds they told me ray j you gotta turn yourself around now or throw it all away and
lay six feet in the ground
im totally focused I gotta move forward I hear my callin this time I just wont ignore it into the future
throw all the past and then you came and you can grow....
