Hindsight

Pillar

I wanna be a transparency

Live my life so that you can see Elohim

No longer see a little boy in his teens

Getting by tryin' to fit in like an OG

But looking back it doesn't make any sense to me

How I could be 19 yet so naive

I never really thought about eternity

I just did at the time what felt good to me



Chorus



Yesterday are just memories in my head

He paid the way and delivered me of my debt

My hindsight's 20/20 now so it's said

Can you believe it



After the day that I graduated

That's when it set in being faded and inebriated

Dealing with the pains of my mom and dad's divorce

But that was '81 now I'm showing no remorse

And all those people that I used to know then

I've changed my ways and I just live for Him

At 4:20 every day you wanted me to blaze with you

But at the same time every day

I'm just gonna pray for you



I changed my ways I'm never goin' back again

I'm never goin' back again