I′m singing at a funeral tomorrow
For a kid a year older than me
And I've been talking to his dad, it makes me so sadWhen I think too much about it I can′t breathe
And I have this dream where I'm screaming underwater
While my friends are waving from the shore
And I don't need you to tell me what that means
I don′t believe in that stuff anymore
Jesus Christ, I′m so blue all the time
And that's just how I feel
Always have and I always will
I always have and always will
I have a friend I call
When I′ve bored myself to tears
And we talk until we think we might just kill ourselves
But then we laugh until it disappears
And last night, I blacked out in my car
And I woke up in my childhood bed
Wishing I was someone else, feeling sorry for myself
When I remembered someone's kid is dead
Jesus Christ, I′m so blue all the time
And that's just how I feel
Always have and I always will
I always have and always will
And it′s 4 a.m. again
And I'm doing nothing
Again
