Stillness

Peccatum

Sickening, sickening place

framed snapshots of buzzing stillness

noisy polaroid faces

with tick, tack clock voices

with crawling on my skin words

to drown outside

my feverish head

away away away

to go under in

a silent sea of nothing

gone gone gone

paranoid, paranoid wish

all feed the claustrophobic storm

broken down in molecule faces

with tick, tack clock presence

with crawling on my heart eyes

to drown outside

my feverish head

away away away

to go under in

a silent sea of nothing

gone gone gone

as a delirious Don Quixote

I enter the shadow

of spinning windmills

ghostly spin, away but not towards

earthly ride, away but not towards.