I stare through these lifeless eyes
Trying to find a glimmer of hope
But among the grey cloudsMy hopelessness is reassured
What does it mean to live
Is any of this worth it
To wake up and experience nothing while time slips away
What a horror to behold
When did I construct these walls
The walls that echo with uncertainties
Like prayers carried in the wind
They fog my eyes
Let the dust blanket me
As these thoughts envelop me
And my mind begins to collapse
I will learn to be silent
As the echoes deafen me
Cluelessly I walk
Searching for answers
Struggling to understand
The undying wrath of my mind
Everywhere I look
I see the hands reach out for me
The hands that I never yearned for
Begin to comfort me
These violent pictures of my death
Will come to life
Maddeningly loud
The voices echo on
Carry me
As I seek the strength
To join what is left behind
A part of me
Gone
A memory
That I can′t forget
And now
The smell of death
Marks its presence
Am I next or forgiven
There's no peace
How dare I exist
What right do I have
My sins have caught up to me
And I can′t run away
Anymore
Let me sleep
Hidden for years
Fearing the truth
I finally see the light through the cracks in my mind
Mourning my birth
The deal is sealed
This is what I deserve
For stealing their joy
Is this justice
Is there a god
Chastising me
I have found the strength
In their sorrow
To finally
Silence
This undying wrath of my mind
