Why I Am Here

Oleander

it's the reason for my pain


in a season to celebrate


i don't wanna be full of hate


for anybody, but it's too late


everyone has been in my face


telling me that i'm a disgrace


showing me things that i must face


telling me that they need their space





i cant' love you anymore


i'm scared of the sound of it





it's the reason why i'm down


i'm beaten been pushed around


hit the ceiling without a sound


everone i know considers me a clown





i can't love you anymore


i'm scared of the sound of it


i can't love you anymore


woman, i just wanted more





i can't love you anymore


scared of the sound of it


and woman, i just wanted more





it's the reason why i'm here