And it′s like, I know I'm a good person (Egonbeup)
But I′m so fucked up in my head (I don't be thinking straight)
And I be crying out for help in these songs but nobody helpin' shit (Come on, come on)
I swear I be talkin′, but nobody wanna hear me
Mama, I′m so heartless 'cause the way these people did me
V-A-D Apartments, we was thuggin′ with that glizzy
I'm steady catchin′ charges, wonder when they finna get me
It's a thug paradise, swear I been here for a while
You know I cry ′cause it's so hard to smile
And I can't liе, I got that fire on me now
Say, why my life been so hard sincе a child?
Pull up Demon and go skrrt, skrrt just like all them pots
Live that rockstar lifestyle, we might not survive
And I, I used to dream for this moment
But now daddy can′t, I do not want it no more
I′m on to better things
They thinkin' money made me happy but it made me evil
I still get love in that jungle with all my guardian angels
Ain′t talkin' Kanye, but I′m dangerous like a chemical
I'm dead wrong for missing C-Lo and Dope′s funeral
They say they found my nigga dead in a alley
I don't wanna hoop no more, don't wanna lose
I just stacked that money until my eyes turned blue
And then spend that shit on jewels
I swear I be talkin′, but nobody wanna hear me
Mama, I′m so heartless 'cause the way these people did me
V-A-D Apartments, we was thuggin′ with that glizzy
I'm steady catchin′ charges, wonder when they finna get me
It's a thug paradise, swear I been here for a while
You know I cry ′cause it's so hard to smile
And I can't lie, I got that fire on me now
Say, why my life been so hard since a child?
They gon′ want to see us dead before they ever see us up
And I′m livin' by that lead, I said I′m dead, I give it up
You don't love me like you said, what the fuck happened to love?
I say my nigga doin′ fed, he still ain't give nobody up
′Cause all we see is red, we got no home
I done laid this bed and I don't wanna sleep alone
I ain't got no friends why the fuck I′m all alone?
Ride to the end, they know I′m comin' with that chrome
And I don′t want to die, Lord
But they gon' have to give me what I strive for
I know them niggas come for me, but what′s the high for?
Triple X, you and me, it's what I die for, come on
I swear I be talkin′, but nobody wanna hear me
Mama, I'm so heartless 'cause the way these people did me
V-A-D Apartments, we was thuggin′ with that glizzy
I′m steady catchin' charges, wonder when they finna get me
It′s a thug paradise, swear I been here for a while
You know I cry 'cause it′s so hard to smile
And I can't lie, I got that fire on me now
Say, why my life been so hard since a child?
