As I Sat Sadly By Her Side

Nick Cave

As I sat sadly by her side


At the window, through the glass


She stroked a kitten in her lap


And we watched the world as it fell past


Softly she spoke these words to me


And with brand new eyes, open wide


We pressed our faces to the glass


As I sat sadly by her side





She said, "Father, mother, sister, brother,


Uncle, aunt, nephew, niece,


Soldier, sailor, physician, labourer,


Actor, scientist, mechanic, priest


Earth and moon and sun and stars


Planets and comets with tails blazing


All are there forever falling


Falling lovely and amazing"





Then she smiled and turned to me


And waited for me to reply


Her hair was falling down her shoulders


As I sat sadly by her side





As I sat sadly by her side


The kitten she did gently pass


Over to me and again we pressed


Our different faces to the glass


"That may be very well", I said


"But watch the one falling in the street


See him gesture to his neighbours


See him trampled beneath their feet


All outward motion connects to nothing


For each is concerned with their immediate need


Witness the man reaching up from the gutter


See the other one stumbling on who can not see"





With trembling hand I turned toward her


And pushed the hair out of her eyes


The kitten jumped back to her lap


As I sat sadly by her side





Then she drew the curtains down


And said, "When will you ever learn


That what happens there beyond the glass


Is simply none of your concern?


God has given you but one heart


You are not a home for the hearts of your brothers





And God does not care for your benevolence


Anymore than he cares for the lack of it in others


Nor does he care for you to sit


At windows in judgement of the world He created


While sorrows pile up around you


Ugly, useless and over-inflated"





At which she turned her head away


Great tears leaping from her eyes


I could not wipe the smile from m