temporary nothing

Mxmtoon

How does it feel
To feel nothing at all, I wonder
I imagine it′s grey
Like the world has suddenly lost its colour

But I'd be lyin′ if I said
I hadn't wished to feel nothing at times
To feel nothing

'Cause feelings are painful
And I don′t wanna suffer through
All those moments without you
When I lost you

Anger and sadness they′re always there
They're always pretty rough to cope with

Feelings, oh feelings, you tear me apart
And I wish I could start again

But I know that there′s the other side
The one that I can't see right now, but I′ll find it

And when I do I'll be
So better for the rest
So much better in my chest
Can you feel it? Can you feel it?

And when you do you′ll be
So happy that you felt
So happy that you dealt with it
Yeah, you dealt with it

Feelings, oh feelings, you tear me apart
And I wish I could start again
Again

But I know that there's the other side
The one that I can't see right now, but I′ll find it

And I used to think
That being numb would ease the pain
But I was wrong
I was so wrong

It′s just better to feel and know you're alive
While reminding yourself that it′s temporary
Oh, it won't last for long