Heaven Is So Close

Mr. Serv On

[Featuring Master P Silkk Kenya Miller]






Lord have mercy (try to sleep) Heaven is so close



(But with all this bloodshed and letdowns)



When you born and die and live in the ghetto



(Just won't let me sleep but it's one thing)



Heaven is so close (that's gotta smile on my face)



When you born and die



(Now I know heaven is so close so close)



And live in the ghetto (just listen to me)




[Mr. Serv-On]



If murder is hereditary, then dyin young is my destiny



Fuck doin time for felonies, the hell for what ya tellin me



It's what I'm seein, believin it's a better side



All I'm seein is my genocide, suicidal thoughts



Brought my mamma broken hearts



I threw a jack at niggaz, and drinkin liquor



To help me see God quicker



All it did was have me mad to hear my daughter call me Mr.



Her mamma shoulda taught her better



Now I'm writin Dear God letters



Askin how my cousin went from makin hella Gs through the years



To doin $30 hits and alcoholic tears



Fears from these streets scared me



I decided a long time ago, to let the Lord guide me



Through this optimism, kids dyin, I don't know



I guess I miss em, like lil James Darby



And Lil Mann out the projects



Never got to see they happy years, all they felt



Was the blast from a lost tear, and last year



The nation felt shame, but only they mothers felt the pain



To hear the Lord call they name



This game has got me feelin like I'm losin all my sanity



At times I think the world is blamin me



But I ain't lettin em get me down



I'm keepin my head up cause I know I got a dosage



Heaven is so close




Chorus (2X): Heaven is so close



(Now I lay me down to sleep)