Sometimes I look at myself
It′s a little bit selfish
I tried but I can't winYou don′t even know
How could somebody look at me
And think that I'm happy?
I haven't been laughing
Too much anymore
You say I seem okay when I′m sitting here with all my friends
Easy to say when you′re looking from the outside in
I'll never change, loving myself, it′s all pretend
And I might never again
I tried everything to please you
I forgot to think of me too
I woke up and realised
That this is my life
And every time that I felt hopeless
I fucked myself up to keep on going
And I never realised
That this is my life
Sometimes I wish I was different
And someone would listen
It's hard to explain it
You don′t even know
Last time I told you I missed you
It turned to an issue
Guess I was mistaken
I'll leave you alone
You say I seem okay when I′m sitting here with all my friends
Easy to say when you're looking from the outside in
I'll never change, loving myself, it′s all pretend
And I might never again
I tried everything to please you
I forgot to think of me too
I woke up and realised
That this is my life
And every time that I felt hopeless
I fucked myself up to keep on going
And I never realised
That this is my life
