That′s crazy
Me living is the Lord's WillWorking on my craft
Like I′m still sharpening
My sword skills
More real than I've ever felt
Never melt
Even when the kitchen is
Hotter than the stove steel
Imma keep doing my thing
Even when it seems
Things ain't going well
I′ve been down playing
But that don′t mean I won't upsell
Moving up Hell
I′ve been doing things
In an upscale fashion
Tryna run up hills faster
Get over the hump
But my depression kills faster
Yuh
This is remedial shit
Tho expedient
It's immediate
My ingredient′s this
If what you're feeding you
Ain′t healing you
Why you eating it bitch
That's just my meaner side
Speaking his mind
Two Face
He pleading the Fifth
I'm bleeding and pissed
Cuz I′ve been fucking
Needing some rest
But for the life of me
Can′t find a place to
Sleep when I'm spent
I need to commit
To the dreams I made
When I was a kid
Watching my mom get beat
For things that she missed
I seen a man turn into a monster
And tear me in two
I′m bare and aloof
Scared of the truth
Cuz I've seen what it does
To people in power
They lead and abuse
Take things to the roof
Escalating situations that
Make them feel strong
And they needed the proof
I′m still 18 in my head
But in the mirror
I'm the same age as Jimi Hendrix
When he choked on his puke
When did I grow up
It sped past me like a
Younger me in a coup
This is me in the booth like
Smooth operator
Connect me to my youth
Cuz I′ve been needing to dig
Deep to my roots
Like two again
You know I need to recoup
And like the Spring
It's time for me to rebloom
Into the flower
She painted me in my room
It's coming soon homie
