Memories consume
like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
(unless I try to start again)
I don't want to be the one
the battles always choose
'cause inside I realize
that I'm the one confused
[chorus]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
or why I have to scream
I don't knwo why I instigate
and say what I don't mean
I don't knwo how I got this way
I know it's not allright
so I'm
breaking the habit
tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
than anytime before
I had no options left again
I don't want to be the one
the battles always choose
'cause inside I realize
that I'm the one confused
[repeat chorus]
I'll paint it on the walls
'cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
and this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
or why I have to scream
I don't knwo why I instigate
and say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be allright
so I'm breaking the habit
tonight
