Invisible Pain

Lauren

I wear my broken smile

to deceive the eyes around me

I just want to go to sleep

My heart is growing tired

Put out my fire

put out my light

Ive lost my desire

Ive lost my fight



And its invisible

the pain that hurts me here

I wish I could see it

make it dissappear

But its invisble, unpredictable

and totally inexcapable



Everything is so complicated

nothing makes sense

I would make things better

if I only knew how could do this

trying is useless

everything is upside down

Just kill me with those sideways glares

Its pointless to survive

I dont think anyone would care

Just spread those silent lies



And its invisible

the pain that hurts me here

I wish I could see it

make it dissappear

But its invisible, unpredictable

and totally inexcapable



I feel my world fall to pieces

No one sees but me

The pain is so real

yet its never there to see

I reach out to catch it

but it always disappears



And its invisible

the pain that hurts me here

I wish I could see it

make it dissappear

But its invisble, unpredictable

and totally inexcapable



Ill keep my wordless tongue

bottle it inside

someday it will end

there will be no more tears to cry